Monday, April 27, 2009
Finally Stopping Smoking.
This is it, time and again I have tried to wean myself off of smoking and something always gets me back up to smoking again. I spend $20 every 2 weeks or so on cigarettes. That is $20 I could be spending on some other source of fun. Rather than something that makes me sick, something that will eventually kill me if I keep this up. I have heard that the first 3 days are hard and the rest is just willpower not to pick it back up. I will sacrifice 3 crappy days for a lifetime of not getting out of breath, not smelling like smoke, and not having something I have to hide in my garage away from my kids to do.
If I don't want my kids to see me doing it, I shouldn't do it.
I think time at my computer will be short so there won't be much blogging and entering contests, etc because when I am idle that's my time to smoke. So I am going to stay as busy as possible. Please wish me luck as I will need it.
I have relinquished my money, I have demanded my husband promise me not to buy me cigarettes no matter my reasoning. I don't have the means to smoke right now, so I just need to get over the craving. I CAN do this.